How Many Times?

how many times can i get in a favorite and get sucked out on?...my poker life has turned into such a joke...online players are so loose and so ignorant...the combination of that and the crap that happens to me online have turned me into a tilted mess...5 times straight i have gone in with a stronger ace only to get sucked out on...the latest was in the midnighter...i have 2000 in chips...bb has 4600...i have made NO plays...i got to this table 25 hands ago and haven't played a thing...i get aj in middle position...with 240 blinds, i open jammed...the donkey asshole in the bb cold calls with a10 os...flop 10 5 5 of course...this puts me now where i'm sitting here going over in my head, ok what the hell made this asshole call ME for half of his stack with a weak holding?...i have shown no reason to think that i could have a weak hand...none at all...and it always happens this way...people call me with weak aces all the time only to suckout on me...constantly...like EVERY OTHER TIME...being a 70 percent favorite to a flop means i should be winning almost 3/4's of the hands...instead i lose about 75 percent of the time...i don't understand it at all...i wish i had a program to insert my HH's and see how often i lose when i'm a huge favorite...

i watched a hand brandon played...he had 55 in the bb...a small stack jammed him and he called...the guy had a7...55 held up...i looked at it and i thought to myself that i can't even remember the last time that i got in with a pair against two overs that actually held up...whether it's qq vs ak, jj vs aq, 77 vs kq...they NEVER hold...and then when i'm on the other end, ak vs 10 10 or aq vs 44, it never hits...there is no justice on full tilt poker for me...at all...


on the upside, poker edge has me listed as a bomb now instead of a calling station...which means i'm playing tighter...i feel like i have been playing better...just getting raped...

ended up tonight but just barely...like 15 bucks or so...played well...multi tabled 4 at a time...it was suprisingly better than just playing one and getting tilted...one of them i lost kk vs jj, ak v jj in another...so that's standard...usually jj sucking out on me would piss me off but i held my composure much better having 3 other games going at the same time...